God Isn't Fair

God isn't fair. There is no way I can believe that is, in the human definition "fair". What is "fair"? I guess you could say that I as a teacher am not "fair". Treating others fairly isn't the same as treating them equally. And I guess that you could say that the cumulative qualities of all that I have been given are equal to if not greater than the blessings of others.

But when I look at people who are just married and pregnant, or people who try one fertility treatment and successful, or people who just had a one night stand and end up knocked up, I can't believe that God is actually "fair". Where is the trade off to my waiting? Where is the reason to our struggles? How is it fair that I am not getting something I have wanted for so many years?