Imagine being infertile without a sister....!

You know my last post was a little depressing. I do HAVE people to talk to-- two wonderful people, in my mom and my sister! But here's the thing: you can only talk about your uterus so much... There's only so much you can tell a person about your fears before you worry they'll think you're deep and dark and hopelessly depressed. But I have to get it out. I have to own this grief and this sadness and then get it out of me.

It's almost like the little baby we'd envisioned in our hearts and minds when we got started with this cycle is gone forever. I know that we'll get "a" baby soon but that hope is gone.